abundance, blessings, Love

Awe and Humility

This morning the following Bible passage was in my email, and when I read it I was awe struck…

Thine, O Lord, is the greatness, and the power, and the glory, and the victory, and the majesty: for all that is in the heaven and in the earth is thine; thine is the kingdom, O Lord, and thou art exalted as head above all.[

I Chronicles 29:11

After reading this I felt just in awe of God’s greatness and power and felt so utterly humbled before God. All sense of ego on my part just dissolved, and I as I began my morning prayers I felt like I was truly on my knees, mentally.  I pondered what does it mean to be a humble servant of the Lord?  Does that mean that we have or are nothing?  I then remembered part of the Golden Text, or theme, of this week’s Christian Science Bible Lesson on the subject of Substance, from the book of Luke: 

. . . it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom. . . .

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I was recently asked “what does it mean to have the kingdom?  Now that we’ve been given the kingdom, now what?”.  Well, we get to have the confidence that God is providing all that we need, and there is never any lack or limitation when we put God first.  We live out from that kingdom and have dominion over temptations to doubt or fear. In fact, the first part of that passage states: Fear not, little flock; for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom.

If we have the kingdom, we have all the richness and good that it comes with, and we can proceed in life knowing that Love, another word for God (according to 1 John), is providing for every need – including health and wholeness, belonging and community, steady supply.  So we don’t need to fear, and we can live completely unselfishly knowing that there is an endless supply of good, not only for ourselves but for each and every one of us.  There is no “us and them” in the kingdom.  We are all given equally and abundantly.  

 If we have the kingdom, we have all the richness and good that it comes with, and we can proceed in life knowing that Love, another word for God (according to 1 John), is providing for every need – including health and wholeness, belonging and community, steady supply.  So we can live completely unselfishly knowing that there is an endless supply of good, not only for ourselves but for each and every one of us.  There is no “us and them” in the kingdom.  We are all given equally and abundantly.  

As the next verse of the first text I shared states:

Both riches and honour come of thee, and thou reignest over all; and in thine hand is power and might; and in thine hand it is to make great, and to give strength unto all.[

I Chronicles 29:12

So we can have it all, when we humbly acknowledge our true source of all good.  But you may say, wait a minute, that’s not what the world looks like… there are some that seem to have it all and some that seem to have nothing or very little.  Well, when we align our thought with Love’s divine provision, we will find that it is there for us, even in the toughest circumstances.  I find that in those moments when I give gratitude for what I do have, and lean into Divine Love, and trust, humbly acknowledge Love, God as the true source of all good, all harmony, all strength and provision, and get self out of the way, that the way opens up to answering each and every need. 

And then I get to sing – How Great Thou Art…  a song that always makes me feel a sense of God’s greatness and a deep sense of humility and awe.  I love this version especially because of the beautiful, awe inspiring setting where they are singing.  


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Happy National Peanut Butter Day!

In case you didn’t know, today is National Peanut Butter Day in the U.S., and to celebrate I ate peanut butter sandwich.  Why should anyone care about this obscure holiday, you ask…  Well for me it is significant because it is a reminder to pray to know that the world’s children have all they need at every moment. To know that divine Love is meeting their every need, and caring for them.  That as the reflection and image and likeness of their divine Parent, they come with infinite supply of good.

i5Each year on this day I pause to remember this and to pray in this way specifically for the children in Zambia, Malawi and elsewhere, struggling with malnutrition and a seeming lack of supply, and for the organizations such as Every Child Fed (ECF), whereI worked as the Country Director for Zambia, and their partner organization Project Peanut Butter (PPB).  These organizations help supply an enriched peanut butter paste to children who are suffering from severe malnutrition.

When I was embarking on this journey to work to support children in this way, it was not helpful to see the children as lacking anything – food, health, care – but instead to know that each idea of Life, Love, God is whole and complete, coming with its own supply – like an acorn that already includes the leaves, bark, branches and roots of a tree all within itself.   I find it helpful to know that Love is our true source of supply, and that it is constant, consistent, limitless, infinite and eternal…  this is true for everyone… the children in Zambia, as well as US government workers during the shutdown, and anyone else feeling a sense of lack or insecurity.  As Mary Baker Eddy states in her inspired text

Divine Love always has met and always will meet every human need.

She goes on to say, “It is not well to imagine that Jesus demonstrated the divine power to heal only for a select number or for a limited period of time, since to all mankind and in every hour, divine Love supplies all good.”[1]Jesus demonstrated the ever-presence of supply by multiplying the loaves and fishes to feed the multitudes… and there were baskets left over!  (see Matthew 14:13-21)

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But how do we feel and know that our supply will be there when everything points to the contrary… I have found in my experience, that a change in thought can help.  Rather than seeing lack everywhere, we can shift our perspective with gratitude for what we DO have…  Just as in the example of the loaves and fishes, Jesus gave gratitude first… “Taking the five loaves and the two fish and looking up to heaven, he gave thanks and broke the loaves. Then he gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the people.  They all ate and were satisfied…”[2]

kid w rutfHow can we feel that sense of being satisfied with what we already have and grateful for it?   Mrs. Eddy puts it this way,

“Are we really grateful for the good already received? Then we shall avail ourselves of the blessings we have, and thus be fitted to receive more.”[3]

I have found that supply for the next thing doesn’t seem to show up until I get grateful for what I already have.  When I pause and assess what I do have, and give gratitude for all the good that is present in my life, it has a magnifier and multiplier effect… and more good comes in.. like attracts like… so seeing the good already present, attracts more good to come in.  (You can check out a previous blog I wrote on supply and the power of gratitude for more on this idea… )

So today, let’s celebrate all the good… and understand our true source of supply, for ourselves and everyone, especially children… and to that, I will raise a jar of peanut butter!

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*Note: all of the photos I took while working in Malawi and Zambia with ECF and PPB

[1]Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures p. 494

[2]Matthew 14:18

Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures p. 3

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On Supply…

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I was recently visiting with a friend, while out for a walk with my dog Tillie, who talked to me about the challenges of her family living paycheck-to-paycheck each month.  She wondered aloud if some people are just unlucky or end up poor their whole lives.  My heart broke for her and her struggle, as I had recently been contemplating the idea of supply and its source as well.

I had been praying to know that our supply comes from our eternal Provider.  Pioneering thinker, Mary Baker Eddy writes in one of my favorite books, Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures,

“Divine Love always has met and always will meet every human need.”[1]

I have seen evidence of this Love she speaks of meeting my needs time and time again… and I’ve found I have to eliminate every doubt and fear that it wouldn’t happen again.  But how?

An article by L. Ivimy Gwalter in the August 15, 1936 issue of the Christian Science Sentinel, entitled Supply as Spiritual Reflection, puts it this way:

The sun does not say, If only I had not shone quite so much yesterday, I should have more light with which to shine today. The fact that it shone yesterday is the proof that it can shine today. Yet (we) are prone to say, “If I had not spent so much yesterday,” or even, “If I had not given so much yesterday, I should have more today.”[2]

There is a lot in this world that makes us think we come from a place of lack… sometimes that is all we can see – lack of money or resources, lack of health, lack of love – but when we pause and give gratitude for all we already have, it can change our point of view to a standpoint of abundance.  As Mrs. Eddy points out,

“Are we really grateful for the good already received? Then we shall avail ourselves of the blessings we have, and thus be fitted to receive more.”[3]

Gratitude has such a transformative and healing power! 

(And I was certainly grateful for IMG_9491spending time with my friend and my dog, Tillie, on this beautiful day at the park by a lake!!)

My friend and I talked about how her jobs were not just to make money but to bless those that she’s in contact with, and that she can’t suffer from blessing others but will find the infinite supply she needs.  Mrs. Eddy also states,

“In the scientific relation of God to man, we find that whatever blesses one blesses all, as Jesus showed with the loaves and the fishes, — Spirit, not matter, being the source of supply.”[4]

Jesus was able to demonstrate that our true source of supply isn’t material but spiritual when he was able to feed thousands of people, from a few loaves of bread and a handful of fish.  He gave gratitude first and blessed the food and then asked everyone to share.  And there were many baskets of food left over… even after,

“They all ate and were satisfied.”[5]

Jesus proved that our true source is actually Spirit, Love… Divine Love.  And we can too.

The following is actually the opening line of the book I mentioned, and it is one that I turn to time and again… I shared it with my friend.

“To those leaning on the sustaining infinite, to-day is big with blessings.” [6]

We need to lean into that Love, that sustaining power in our lives and trust it, and we will find those many blessings… not just for ourselves but for everyone around us.  This idea really resonated with my friend, and I hope it helps you as well!

[1] Mary Baker Eddy, Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures p. 494

[2] L. Ivimy Gwalter, Supply as Spiritual Reflection, Christian Science Sentinel, August 15, 1936

[3] Mary Baker Eddy, Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures p. 3

[4] Mary Baker Eddy, Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures p. 206

[5] Mark 6:42 (NIV)

[6] Mary Baker Eddy, Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures p. vii